October 2010
1 post
moving on.
baby, thank you so much for coming to australia for me. and even though i just came back from sending you off at the airport, i miss you so much, i keep crying.. i dont want to live in the reality anymore.
but i guess you came here for a purpose to make us fall in love all over, to start all over a a new couple on a clean slate. but somethings cant be forgotten..
i was changing our msn nick...
August 2010
3 posts
shunned.
you said, if we break up, you will wait for me to come back.
its like, you knew we were gonna break up. but then why wait for me to come back then, when it was you who broke up with me so coldly?
i was telling you my fears. there is nothing i can do about the case at hand either, cos i dont dare. i just wanted to share cos theres no one else i can trust to share the story with.
but you broke up...
til death do us part.
the vow that people turn their backs on.
but im true when i say, ‘i love you’. im true to my feelings. but sometimes, feelings shouldnt be worn on the sleeve, cos neither of us are.
this post is just to tell you, i love you. i know we’re going through this super crappy time now, and we probably will be the weeks to come. but i want you to realise one day, that even though i was...
July 2010
4 posts
?, you ask.
because you already ignored me the whole of yesterday,
because you had to rush off and we didnt get to talk enough,
because i specifically asked you to message me before you slept last night, but you didnt,
because i spent the whole day thinking you were busy, only to find out you were at your comp anws.
because it just feels like you’d much rather not have me in your life anyway.
game > me
cos you always made me feel, that your game is more important than me.
goodnight
here comes another day i dont get to say goodnight to you, and to you it seems alright, like its alright we dont end the day together. and here comes another day, you got angry cos i asked you why you always not at your computer. so here ends another day, i go to sleep in tears, thinking you dont really care much about us, about me, anymore. goodnight.
i miss you;
baby,
i have so many things to say to you, but youre either busy or not at your computer. and sometimes i dont wanna leave messages cos i dunno who will be reading it if youre not around.
just that now im in quite of a pissy mood. just got accused that i wet the whole toilet floor while washing my face by my mom just cos my sis saw me washing my face.. then she just whisper to my mom.. then my...
May 2010
9 posts
“Sad isn’t it? How no matter what you say to me, when you come running back, when...”
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“I tried to move on, I really did. I tried to tell myself that you don’t want me...”
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“Well, I’m gonna get out of bed every morning - breathe in and out all day long....”
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“I miss you. I miss your eyes. I miss the way you look at me. I miss the way you...”
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April 2010
0 posts
Reasons why I think I'm gonna be single forever.
raindropsonredroses:
fashionxpassion:
No one will love someone who hates herself.
No one wants me.
I don’t believe in love anymore.
I have no idea where all the good boys have gone; they’re either taken or gay.
Love
raindropsonredroses:
Love, isn’t just about the words but the meaning behind it. Love, isn’t just “you can trust me” but “I’ll never make you doubt”. Love, isn’t just ”don’t go there” but “let me go with you”. Love, isn’t just ”I’m sorry” but “I’ll never hurt you again”. Love, isn’t just ”I’m here” but “I’ll never leave you”. Love, isn’t just ”don’t worry” but “I’ll never give you reason...
March 2010
2 posts
sorry.
sometimes i just get a little ahead of myself, and become a person that upsets you. i didnt mean to.
i didnt think about my actions before i acted, i didnt factor in that in a relationship, there comes responsibilities, that i have more limitations.
i know you dont want to hear it anymore, so i shall end here. but i just want you to know, that i didnt mean to hurt you or us in anyway.
and that...
February 2010
4 posts
promises
what’s the point of all the false hope?
of lifting me up higher,
then a sudden drop which kills.
dear diary,
why does everything seem so difficult?
Why does everything seem so painful?
I’ve had 2 horrible days in a row.
Please make my future better,
Please make my dreams sweeter,
Please make my thoughts happier,
And please let everyone around me be happier too.
I look forward to the day
Where i cease to exist.
As my existance seems to cause hurt,
Not only to me
But the ones around me...
it’s at a point where,
when i want to meet you, but i cant, when i want to talk to you, but you’re unavailable, when i want just a simple hug, but we’re so far apart.
i know we have our commitments, i know how much you feel for your aspirations. but have you seen how it has affected our relationship?
you’ve said, that i’m leaving singapore, so we should spend as...
January 2010
2 posts
cold and alone
really, all i wanted was an ‘i love you’ in return. Was that so difficult to say? Did you really have to start complaining about me always wanting to talk to you longer?
it is said that a guy’s feelings fade faster than girls.
Put yourself in my shoes, its not like you’ve never tried to hold me on the phone longer too. But i am not allowed to throw tantrums.
December 2009
28 posts
we shouldn't sleep together anymore
Baby, we should never sleep together anymore. Not because of your loud snoring or the tight hugs to sleep, i love everything about them. Not because of my fear of how i look when i sleep or the stale breath when we wake up, im truly comfortable with who i am wIth you. But because, on lonely nights like these, i cant sleep because i miss your touch, your sounds, your goodnight kisses.. Everything...
“It’s a curious thought, but it’s only when you see people looking ridiculous...”
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“I held him close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had...”
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“Fine, I’ll admit it. I think of you every second of every day. You are my...”
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“Falling for him once: Temptation
Falling for him twice: Destiny
Getting your...”
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