baby, thank you so much for coming to australia for me. and even though i just came back from sending you off at the airport, i miss you so much, i keep crying.. i dont want to live in the reality anymore.

but i guess you came here for a purpose to make us fall in love all over, to start all over a a new couple on a clean slate. but somethings cant be forgotten..

i was changing our msn nick just, and i just miss you so much.. but when i typed “toshihiro”, and i know that the first half of your name, the cute half, she calls you by that name.. and the second more common half, is what everyone else calls you. and it just makes me feel like i’ll never be the special one, you know? now even typing ur name makes me cry.. how stupid can i get?

baby i just miss you so much.. getting through what has happened to us is already not easy, and furthermore we’re not together.

i really need your hugs now..

baby, i miss you so much..